As of this very moment this was written, it was because of guilt, sorrow and appreciation; guilt from what I have done and what I have not done, sorrow because of what I am going through now and appreciation because I know there are people, my real friends out there who are there to support me morally.
What else can I ask for? While replying Facebook messages and typing this in tears, I know I am not alone despite being alone now.
The feeling of relieved mixed with sorrow, I am beginning to feel the warmth of friendship, which easily overcome my sorrow, carving a weak smile on my face.
To all my dear friends, I must admit that I might not be the best friend to you, but I can't change the past. However, I can assure you that I will be there for you in the future if you ever needs me.
I finally realized all over again something that I know off... the meaning of friendship.
I love you guys... and girls... you people will be the reason I will prevail.
Thank you for being there for me at the lowest point of my life. Know that I will be there for you in return.
Crying, and smiling...
-andromedia-
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