Over the last 7 years, I have scolded her repeatedly over small and petty accidents, accidents which I assumed will never happen to me. I was wrong.
This morning, I broke 4 eggs when they fell onto the floor while I am trying to get the loaf of bread. In the past, I would have blamed someone, came up with some reasons; I wasn't feeling well this morning.
Yes. I wasn't feeling too well this morning. But I did not use that as an excuse. I did not blame anyone as a matter of fact, but simply regard it as an accident. Yes, this accident could have be prevented, but so is every single other accidents out there. The fact that it did happened means it is an accident.
What happened this morning made me realized something more, something that I failed to realized all these years being a human. I realized my tolerance level is extremely low. If only I could suppress my anger for that moment without exploding, things would have turn out differently.
However, what happened today made me realized more than just that. I woke up to many facts and reality of life. It also changed the way I looked at many things.
Now, the question is, will I be able to accept the things I realized today?
Confused,
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